my haven

2005-05-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

ok bifen's attached 3weeks ago, sq's attached today. hmm.... congrats girls. when's my turn?

soon?

nv?

bleahs....

went ikea today! i love ikea.

2005-05-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

im supposed to cook spaghetti for dinner today BUT dad wants to cook his kampong chicken n veg! wah lao. i wanna cook. sigh so i'll b cooking spag. i was kinda bored yest so took some pics. hah. im really so bored. i've been dreaming of my results for like the past 2 nights? i think its preparing me in case i really fail. i really dun want. scared..... this is worse that Os man.

see, the bleach is too strong, its all coming back though i just dyed dark brown 2weeks ago.

did this yest noon cuz i was bored

hmm got somemore pics of bintan taken by alex. i like. show u all next time. now lazy. there's some new pics for blog posted on 23/4. yah, cuz i got nth to go.
b.

2005-04-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

yest went out w jun. hmm combed the whole fareast for a pair of shorts. i love topshop lots! heh. ate hans again. sian spend lotsa $ again. then aft dinner we saw sam!!!! samantha la. happy to c her, shd c the shocked n happy look on her face. haha.

man! i so bored today!!!!! woke up at 11, had breakfast, now waiting for lunch, later wait for dinner. what a life. and esp when both parents r at hm. nth to do!!! then no money to go out plus yest just went out. ugh.

love topshop. ha

2005-04-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

came back fr chalet yest. reached hm at 1101am then slept at 1 W/O bathing(too tired). woke up at 7pm... hmm then today woke up at 12. then slept again fr 4 to 7. shiok.

chalet was..... hmm so-so. not tt fun. had lotsa alcohol. tried absolut vodka for the first time, it suck, like drinking thinner or paint. 40% alcohol. then tried long island tea for first time too. dun like too. 10% alcohol. plus those normal stuff we drink..

i've been eating alot man, esp in the evening onwards

2005-04-25T10:57:00.000+08:00

just thought of being thrown into the pool again. ok, shall talk abt it then. kk's n edwin's acting skills r superb. they were like asking me to pour them drinks. ok so i did, no harm. and when i was at the poolside(they were already in the pool). ok when i passed them the drinks, each of them pulled each on my hand and i ALMOST fell into e pool. i landed on my butt n my shorts all wet. i think i exposed myself cuz my shorts kinda low. didnt fell, thanks to my slipper. FRICTION!

ok, then kk came up, he was idling arnd the bbq pit. didnt suspect anything. then i knew it! he wanted to throw me into the pool. then sam was like 'dun worry, i'll protect u'. all of a sudden, kk just carried me and i jusr holding so freak tightly to sam's arm. the next thing i knew was, i was in the pool. gosh.

when i came up, i was super cold. trust me, its COLD. i went to sam and asked y didnt he help me and he said 'i wanted him to throw u in'. bleahssss....

bifen was thrown in twice. once in the early evening and one's after me. sam send me 2videos yest. soooo funny man. too bad i dunno how to post.

2005-04-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

im back. kinda miss bintan. the villa, scenery etc........

we stayed in bintan lagoon, angsoka, villa13. haha tts the most ex&luxurious villa n the service is gd. i got thrown into the pool by kk during bbq. ugh. miss most of the stuff la.

and the BUGGY!

2005-04-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

hi pp!

i'll b leaving for bintan tmr. w/o my parents for the first time. yea, first time. so i'll miss them. really, tho they nag alot. hope it'll be a smooth trip there n back.

went to ntuc buy bbq stuff. the 4 of us cant decide one a toothpaste brand. colgate or darlie. we argued for 10mins? childish. and i won! COLGATE TRIPLE ACTION! bought almost 10pkts of chips. and bla..

i'll stop here. i love my family n friends. everyone!

god bless.

2005-04-17T12:04:00.000+08:00

bored. cannot take it la, my mum keep repeating abt my printer stuff. like spoil already dunno how to find out whats wrong. she's practically repeating everyday! SIAN.

gg to continue fr yest. went to update my passport pic. then went beach rd eat yong tau foo. nice. then jun wanted to walk to kallang mrt! so far k. walked for 1hr under the hot sun. yea, she acc me to update my pic, so i went w her but i seriously regretted it.

i seriously hate sundays esp these days cuz mum keep nagging! spoil my mood.

2005-04-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

janneth passed her powerboat theory le. i also want!

anw, went to kailin's hse yest for bbq? yea BBQ, and we didnt eat anything. hah. his hse's super nice. 3/4 story? forgot. oh my, real nice n i like tt. but its too big la. went to sentosa b4 tt. oh man, starting to love beach volleyball. had fun yest, kayak too. fun n tired.

i went to cut my hair today!!!!! DISASTER! im a macho man.

2005-04-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

just packed my bag for tmr. gg sentosa w sam grace kim jun. yep but grace gotta leave early cuz of SPCT! k, tts canoe stuff. kim too, gotta go to sch. everyone's fr canoe. hah.

as i was packing my stuff, i tot of my days in canoe. its been long since i use the pouch for my shamping bathing stuff etc. its been long sincei use the small towel tooo. those were the days. still rem dreading bathing aft canoe. lalala~

ok, annnie went for facial today. one more thing, sam as in samuel's gg to sentosa too.

pray not to see him! wahahah...... kiddin

2005-04-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

sad. my friends know y. cuz of econs. man... slept for an hr + last night. totally freaked out, i dunno how to do simple calculations like calculations of CPI and inflation rate. im so stupid. yea, tts the word.

went out aft paper but was totally thinking of other stuff like results, retain, disappointing myself n parents and EVERYTHING!

dunno what to blog. exams r over. no sch for now. sian

2005-04-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

my left index finger is totally dead, losing its sense of touch soon. its peeling and peeling. whats wrong?? im scared. i dun wanna c doc, so i;ve stop complaining to mum abt my finger if not she'll bring me to doc. ugh.

accounting... so f disappointed. i suck la. stats like tt, accounts also like tt. gosh.

keep thinking of the carrot cake mum made on my way hm. eating it now, plus sara lee's cake. so hungry....

hai tmr g study w jun again. if only we were in the same course or sch. hmm she so smart.. aerospace. hmm thinking of gg wakey w her. but water water water....

shdnt have agreed to go bintan, kinda regretted. sian. sad sad sad.

eh anonymous, tell me ur name leh. i v interested to know.. hmm.. dunno y. wad class? male/female? if u dun mind, the class will do lo.

2005-04-10T00:14:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!

i studied 9pages of accounts today ONLY. why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw, got a new hp. dad asked me to trade it. thanks dad. (=

i look like i haven sleep for days

2005-04-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

stats was very difficult... to me. VERY. im practically giving marks away.

i got headache when i started doing plus i hate tt kinda lighting, so orangy. make my eyes so pain. really dunno how to do. and tt regression qn...... the huge numbers really make me feel like crying k. so huge. like 5digits? plus 2 decimal places? then im so dumb. MCQ, tt chi-sq qn.. the ans was like so obvious 'dependent', but i put (b). ugh.. didnt read all ans then quickly jump to conclusion.. ugh STATS! just hope my 4 previous tests can help me to pass.... bleahs.

had 2 panadols again. what the f is wrong w me man. headache. my mum said im too stressed.

but junli n stress doesnt seem to go hand in hand.

2005-04-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

went to coffee bean study w jun again. supposed to meet her at 1030 but im too tired then met at 1115 but she came at 12! steady not? just started studying stats today. but quite happy w the speed tt im going now altho its not tt fast la.

got headache+feel like vomitting. just took 2panadols.

2005-04-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

its no gd being too ambitious cuz u might just FALL!

2005-04-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

ugh full full full... wah when i came in, hy n nisa asked me the same qn. supper supper! haha anw, had curry tt dad made. yums.

wah was freezing again just now during mgmt paper. it was the same rm where i had my mktg paper last sem. the same freezer! for 3hrs. when i went hm w sam, we saw a gay couple. so sweet k. haha.

do smth by britney is cool. and cute.. haha.

not studying tonight... start tmr.. empty my brain first.. haha so lame.

2005-04-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

went coffee bean w jun. was there fr 12-730. biang we tried tt apple cinnemon muff. errr can can. then sam came. after awhile saw kk. yup so jun n sam's taking the same kinda math. heh. yarh, then he left first. then last min, went to ww's family bbq. wahaha. w kk yaowei sam. yarh, stayed awhile then went back w sam. alright...

hmm bintan... mixed feelings. bleahs.

i left 7chapts. goodness. aint me slow? NODS.

2005-04-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

just bia chapt12 fr 11-12. nahs im not tt fast. im starting fr the back and the last chapt is 13. hah. and i know when im the most on form to study. when it is damn damn quiet. haha. so.. completed 2chapts only.

happy apr's fool!! been fooled lots of time. and we fooled annie. wahahahha!!

2005-03-31T17:53:00.000+08:00

Hi pp! im studying so freaking slow. My brain issit working well despite having enough sleep n food. Fug. In fact, I’ve been eating damn lots. $10 worth of hello panda’s gone. Hmm Im such a pig. Eating like there’s no tmr.

Ugh, start mgmt tmr! At least 3chapts. At least Junli…….. concentrate!! Mayb I shd start fr the back or front or middle? Or whatever!

Crs tmr…. Nv study for it.

Im going to bintan. Dumb me, didn’t know we’re using S$ there.

Bleahs.

2005-03-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

2005-03-29T13:20:00.000+08:00

reached hm at 1230++, having lunch now.

yesh!! itab's over. i'll b glad if i pass. no high hopes for it. im such a com idiot. damn suay, the database wasnt in my com just now, then teacher gotta do some stuff to get the database. and then my mouse got some freaking prob. ugh! can't c the pointer on my screen at all.

had only 3hrs of slp last night. can't get to sleep. hmm so yup, will b taking a nap later. DEFINITELY!

though this is just the beginning, im just so glad tt itab's over.

tt is if i pass....

2005-03-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

had dinner. full.

went to sun plaza's coffee bean to study fr 1145-5+ w ww, sam and sam's fren aaron. bth, ww keep intro-ing sq to aaron n vice versa. heh. and guess what i studied? read thru fiscal policy n mob's skill building. tts all, so sick of econs. ugh. man, haven started stats or pacc. junli, u're dead. so dead.

can u move it junli? look at hy, nis. look at sq, she can study w/o distractions.

ugh junli, u're so dumb.

2005-03-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

oh yea, passed my tennis test. coach said i got natural talent. didnt practice volley b4 but yea, went well. 82%! haha sam got 91. she's damn power la, cool strokes. like pro player. wanna go her condo play tennis, someday. she's inviting us to her place anw. ok, thats on thurs. feel like joining tennis.

cq saw roy today!! she called me and i hate her cuz she saw him. she said he put on weight and yup, he said he was 10kg heavier than when he was in yr2. but i guess he's still skinny la. cq cq cq, u lucky girl! anw, junli, u shdnt b so excited la. y am i so happy? cuz its ROY. haha yup, roy's a fren. i think he knows i quitted already. well, at time i really regretted quitting. hai.

alright, i swear swear swear that i wanna study hard today but didnt, just highlighted some mob notes. 1chapt? hhaa. then went for dinner w family. i must study studying hard tmr. at least for 5hrs?? yup. feel so slow when i saw nis nick n hy's blog. i must b more motivated to study la. i BETTER be!

junli jiayou!

2005-03-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

its the last day of sch. yea some sort. cuz next week's study break. but whats the use when we have to go back on mon, tues n thurs for test, fri got my gems elective..? ugh.

last day... so reluctant. but everyone has to learn to let go. once again, i'll miss u guys. definitely will. really, i dun hate anyone fr my class now. i love u all. feel that we've got a v responsible class rep and more.... time flies

tired.

2005-03-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

waiting for sis to come hm so decided to just blog. didnt run. yck n khatib got some events. quite happy n disappointed.

feel so emotional suddenly. feel like crying. hah. alright, im so stupid. but really, i mean it. i miss dbf/01. .REALLY REALLY. the thought of 2 days left as a class just make me wanna... cry? yup. today's my last mgmt lec, econs lec. sobs.

suddenly i feel like mr davidckk is such a wonderful lec n tutor. took him for granted n didnt cherish him till now. he's a gd guy. oh man, gg to cry already. though its just a mere 9mths.... aiya i just dunno y i feel this way suddenly. talked to tiac, he said other class doesnt feel the same way as we do.... suddenly i feel that i do not hate anyone anymore fr my class. hai. oh my, 2days left.....

love n miss u guys lots, dbf1/01'04/05

2005-03-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

shit man, haven been lifting my butt up to exercise. dun feel like running for life. but.... its better to la. well, woke up at 11am then had lor mee, then slept again at abt 1 all then way to 445. quite energetic now.

just did my online gems quiz. tada! 40%

oh my.. exams in 2weeks and i dunno where to start fr.

so scared

2005-03-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

sad. disappointed. demoralised. feeling reluctant.

everything seems to go wrong

2005-03-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

ahaha went to sch then saw jieai's in eugene's car. like couple like tt. so cool. but eugene's attached. lalala~

today's a bad day. didnt expect us to end so early then went hm happily. then i forgot to bring my keys so rot outside for almost 45mins. then decided to find dad. if not gotta b left outside till 9pm cuz sis forgot her keys as well! ok, reach dad's place then when i wanna board the bus hm, i almost left dad's keys at the bus stop, then went off to get it. then i took off my slippers in the bus. so.... i wore the slippers wrongly again. paiseh man.... reach hm then bathe. shiok.

went to buy vodka after dinner and they asked me to show them my IC! wtf. im 19! for goodness sake.

to hell w ideas

2005-03-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

yep. firstly, i dunno y my parents still treat me like a small kid. they dont allow me to go bintan. and i keep asking them y, my mum asked me to ask dad. and i asked and he didnt reply me like im invisible. i was so pissed. so throughout dinner, i didnt talk to them. just stared at my food. when they talked to me i just ignored. for the first time, i really ignored them many times thru out dinner. and i felt very bad. tts how i got so emotional n all. i really feel so guilty for treating them like tt. then my tears just flowed.

secondly, for the first time in my yr1, i feel so freaking stressed. esp tt dumb shit IDEA. we didnt know its the deadline. we haven do our A1 panels, business proposal, ppt etc etc. we got only till wed, 5pm. heard cathryn qe pris went jieai's hse to do thru out the night tonight.

thirdly exam's in 2weeks time and i have touch any of my notes.

lastly, haven touch my acc tut. and gotta stay in sch till quite late.

wth.

2005-03-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

going bonkers.

i think i give up too easily. started doing stats at 1010pm. i was dreaming from 8 onwards. dunno wth am i thinking n my head is full of statistics. numbers everywhere. hy's right, u'll go mad doing this tut. well.... im just halfway thru 2 and im not gg to continue.

LINEAR REGRESSION & CORRELATION

i swear i ate damn lots today... ALOT. cant resist laksa. yeah so... yup. haha

so moody now... eyes r tired

2005-03-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

wasnt really enjoying myself yest. before i slept,i got to know tt blen had passed away on 11mar, 5.05am. saw it in the obitaury(spelled like this?) this morning. hmm mum saw too... well, this is life isnt it?

whats proj discussion w/o grp members being present??!?! ugh. better not elaborate. hy!! i wanted to copy n save e pics fr her blog. but... yeah u know! haha nvm, i'll have it tmr.

i did nth today. woke up, eat, watch tv, eat ginko desert, use com, sleep, dinner, read stats qn(tts the only time i touch my book. and for goodness sake, i read the qns only. dun like doing tut on sats.

nite

2005-03-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

YEST. there's this irritating fat cockroach in my rm. ugh. w tt pest in my room, i cant do my report. NO PEACE. anyway......

TODAY
what a bad bad day. i woke up at 6am. happily went out cuz im early. dad fetched me to yishun station. hmm when i reach admiralty, i rem tt i forgot to take my diskette. wtf. so damn pissed w myself. it contains our crs tts due today. and yeah, went all the way back. saw dad's car and i was like.... 'what shd i say?' cuz he'll definitely nag if he knows i forgot my stuff cuz i always forgot. so i said, lec cancelled!

yah then rot at hm, went online. then left hm, going for stats lec. and i was late so didnt bother gg into lec hall. what luck right?

then tennis. it rained. bleah!

presentation tmr then go makan hans. i'll sweat like crazy every fri cuz of tt ugh gems.

2005-03-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

my tagboard's so dead. i dunno but i just feel uneasy when someone i dun really know read my blog. so... i dun give alot of pp my blog add.

skipped stats tut so lesson for me starts at 12. so shiok, can sleep for extra 2hrs. every min counts. hmm i think the guys r quite mean to zul. just feel like tt way. and... woohoo~ no gems for dbf students next sem. but y? feel so special. hahaha.

nisa's n kumar's grp r presenting tmr.... so yah! no tut to do. heh heh. anyway fri's our turn.

i'll then b a zebra.

2005-03-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

just came back from proj. my hands are still cold. darn the freezer room! quite fun actually esp the role play part. we're gonna make it a humour skit w of cuz mgmt concepts. hope i dun change mdm ng into miss christina ng.

eating this desert tt mum made. dunno what is it called. got gingo or ginko nuts w barley seeds with some other stuff. regretted eating tt whole pkt of tidbits !!!!

very full.... tired. flu.

2005-03-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

.....and yah, smsed roy. its his bday today(4/3) and he replied.

2005-03-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

hitch is gd, very gd. just realised tt will smith is not bad looking, cool. first time watching movie w sq and so many things happened. MANY.

during mob, i smsed sam asking him how blen was. he replied "his condition is unstable, operation failed." but just find out tt he's ok now and he's heart stopped beating just now. life's so fragile. life's so unpredictable.

i got 30+% for itab and quite ok for econs.

lets c... in yr1, i've failed how many tests..
itab 37%. spss 33%. accounts 43%. and i wasnt sad.

i'll work harder. i'll sleep earlier. i'll drink more water.

2005-03-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

Suppose the Central bank of CountryA announced that banks will now have to hold special deposits. Explain clearly the impact of such an announcement on CountryA's money supply & GDP.
"Compared w the other monetary instruments, the reserve requirement ratio is a potentially powerful instrument but is used only infrequently." Explain.
"If the central bank were to call for buy the country's currency on the foreign exhange market and buy securities in the open market at the same time, moeny supply will definitely rise." Comment on this statement.

read these qns yest. i give up. read today, give up again.

hopeless.

2005-02-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

got stats paper back today. it was ok. saw sam at fc6. yongen saw her frens too. and her 2 frens r sam's classmates. coincidental. smarties too. ugh. then saw kk at 7+ at sem.

hmm so many things to do.

discuss ideas proj 17/3? i think so. and it is not as simple as 'discuss'. nvm, outsiders will not understand.
ideas presentation 21/3
mgmt presentation 11/3
crs presentation 10/3
econs monetary summary. forgot by when.
4/4 - start of exams. mgmt 6-9pm. SIAO.

may everyone stay healthy n happy. cherish everyone around u....

before its too late.

2005-02-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

im sad. really.

sam told me a bad bad bad bad news abt his fren blenheim. he's in coma now. me being ever so emotional, i almost cried. though dun really know him tt well, i still feel for him. though we only said hi n bye once.

like, can u believe it? he's so strong so healthy and i just saw him last tues at fc6 and now he's in hosp. i hope he really survive the op n get well soon. though even if he survive, he'll lose his memory or might need assistance in some things he do.

he does wakeboarding etc but now... i just dunno what to say. and i wonder if he's ex would ever visit him. i guess so. sigh.

god bless blenheim. and i hope samuel's ok.

2005-02-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

done w mob, my part. but i think i screwed the whole thing. ugh. cant APPLY.

anw, heard a bad bad news. nisa broke off w her bf of almost 6YEARS! 10th mar is their 6years anni. gosh. thats like so sudden. should have seen the shocked faces of yongen hy kelvin law n me. hai. hope she's fine man.

when's marche?

2005-02-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

got back my accounting script today. had a dream last night tt i got 38% but i got 43%. disappointed but expected. this is what i deserve. im not sad. really. ms june lin(mrs chua) almost cried, and i think she cried. cuz this is her first time in her 9yrs of teaching that almost 50% of her tut class fail. zul failed too, he didnt came. then 8 of us were supposed to stay back. had a talk w ms lin. we felt quite bad. very bad. disappoint her. its not her fault but our fault la. sigh. she had tears in her eyes again during when she talk to us.

she's really in a bad mood today till she dun feel like going thru tut. thus, there'll b a make up lesson tmr fr 4-5. cannot skip crs liao. ugh. we were all frighten when she wasnt her normal self. well well.... enough of all that.

just had lunch, bathing soon and... sleep.

going out tonight (=

2005-02-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

ONCE AGAIN~ im supposed to b studying but but but.... yups. improved. ran 2.8k today. haha better than 1.6 e other day.

tmr im gg hm aft sch to sleep. zzzzzz... supposed to do proj but somehow yah, do ALL on sat. happy n sad, happy cuz can go hm and take a nap. sad cuz sat have to rush.

LATEST ISSUE in DBF 1B/01

the mystery of marking of wrong attendence. who's to b blamed?

i think im gg to miss dbf01. sigh. i will DEFINITELY not b in the same class w yongen hy tiac eugene kumar(beloved class rep) zhujun cathryn beilin in yr2 (tts all i know).

2005-02-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

ok i shd b studying now but here i am blogging! there's mob proj, accounting tut, eoncs tut and econs test to study for. long chapts somemore. i dunno y. i just feel soo sleepy but i dun wish to sleep now. didnt do anything today. had stats test till 6.05pm.

i almost fell asleep during accounts n i slept after tt. erm... for abt 15mins only (mps played fr track13 to 17). woken up by KUMAR'S WONDERFUL voice.

sooooo sleepy.

i miss mr teo.

2005-02-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

kk sent me home on his motorbike. fun fun fun, i love the thrill n breeze. ok, i know im sua-gu. this is my first time. wahaha. but my shorts was very short and it wasnt sightly. reached home at 2349. i think sq haven reached home or get a cab w sam yet. thanks kk. wahaha. but i hate wearing helmet.

watched seoul raider. rate it 60%, too much fighting scenes. i dont like. then me sq kk ww sam yw went to drink red wine, green tea etc. damn weird right. dunno what occasion somemore. CNY! hah.

i think im trying to act happy only.

2005-02-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

just came back from lawrence's place. damn full. his mum is super ke qi. heh. nice porridge. but errr.... salty. quite fun actually though the 4 of them can't stop talking abt khairul n kelvin esp the 2 guys. bth. but its ok la, im used to it anyway. haha.

stomach damn pain now. woohhoo~ watching movie later, hope i dun fall asleep in the movie theatre.

10dates to mob deadline. stats ca4 on mon, econs on fri. tmr gonna bia.

2005-02-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

i can't live w/o my parents

2005-02-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

got 4 projs on hand. management, itab(due tmr, presentation next week.), ideas and critical reasoning skills. phew~ can't wait for all to end. hmm, not really happy w my grp members (itab). and wth, im finding love poems. god~

know wat, i ran for 1.6k only!!!! 4 pathetic rounds. im not trying to give reasons but this is what happen. i didnt eat from 9-6 and was so hungry so when i met sq, i ask for her choc waffles. then ate 2 only and drank 2 mouthful of water. then this side of my stomach eventually screwed my run. plus my shoe... too tight and got blister at the same place. painful when it touches water. eewww.. ok, can't run so i sat down and eat again! then walk also stomach pain. but im ok now. (=

i'd better continue on my love poems.

2005-02-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

reached hm at abt 4. y? oh well, skipped pacc. dun talk abt tt.

ok since i'll b meeting sq at 6+, i took a nap. alright then? when i woke up, got bad stomache. argh then cant run right? so DIDNT RUN. nvm, we're running tmr. went back to bed and slept all the way till 730pm. sooo tired. i already felt like sleeping on my way to sch. u know... 40mins mrt ride. nvm, i deserve it. who ask me to choose sp when there's nyp? ME.

tmr i got dental appt at 2, yongen got physiotherapy at 2 but diff hosp. man... what a waste. if not we can go tgt.

quite energetic now. but still sleeping soon. dun want another repeat of today. so sleeping in alomost every lesson.

long blogging session eh?

2005-02-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

happy vday all!

in business sch, where majority r women, girls carry a bouquet or a least a stalk of flower but me. wahahah hmm and im better looking than some of them. well, who cares right? CHEYS. when i reached hm just now, my mum was like 'no flower ah'. haha she made fun of me! but she consoled me. haha she said she forgot to give me a stalk of flower so tt i can pose it off like someone had just given to me.

im soooo PATHETIC.

i've been eating alot. i was soooooo scared just now cuz i was brushing my teeth when this wire came off. scare the hell out of me. i better not brush too hard or eat hard stuff. wed's dental appt. ugh.

im just so disappointed today. SUCKS man

2005-02-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

wtf. where're all my testimonials??!! ugh. anyways, yongen's nt gg to sch tmr, im sure nisa wont go too. cuz its VDAY. wow.

ok, its back to sch. and it means more work, lesser time to enjoy, lesser time to go out, more time with classmates. heh.

2005-02-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

so damn full now~ just had steamboat dinner at 12am. so lil pp's online. and now, my ah gong, aunt, 2 grand uncles r still playing mahjong and its like 12.55am??

alright
off i go.
happy cny!

2005-02-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

adidas leather bag.

had reunion dinner just now. the food was ok but the cny mood wasnt there.

it wasnt there.

2005-02-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

my first thought when i woke up was jun's black leather adidas bag.

going for reunion dinner leather, hope relatives wont say. 'gain weight le!' 'y so dark??'

hope.

2005-02-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

i wish cny aint here. bleah. i haven touch any of my tutorials, proj blah. well well, helped mama make pineapple tarts n walnut+choc chips cookie. yum yum! i've calculated. i spent 265.20$ yest. hear my heart breaking in brittle pieces.

oh yah, i fell yest. at where? TOWN. goodness me. so embarrassing k, i was wearing this low waist jeans and i think pp behind me saw everything. pui. cant help but laugh hard abt the stupid jokes we cracked yest after my fall. heh. got this darn blue black on my knee.

i love voodoo dolls.

2005-02-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

IM BROKE.

I SPENT ALOT TODAY. regretted getting my belt plus slippers. ugh.

i still want my adidas leather bag, jacket, billabong wallet, lotsa gd food and MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

broke.

2005-02-05T13:46:00.002+08:00

had soo much fun yest though its not for a long while but we had ajisen at taka instead of pasta. NOT NICE! cuz i wasnt hungry+had braces and cuts+ulcers. hmm but nvm la. i dunno y we'll all tend to bend our knees when we take pics. haha! its all natural lo. so weird.

then we saw a very very very gd looking guy. got this ABC look. then got him to take pic for us. hmm but smokes. wasted la. plus he looks like a playboy kinda person.

ok, my braces or brackets keep sticking n cutting my gums. err not gums, dunno what u call tt.

k la, its the hols! and im dead for accounting. the paper, for me was.... greek to me. haha.

bleah

2005-02-05T13:46:00.001+08:00

2005-02-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

2005-01-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

im so sad when im all alone. i regretted what i did!!!!!!

trying to tell myself everything's fine.

hai.

2005-01-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

hy lost slimey. so fast. thought it'll die of natural death or what, but she lost it. hy!! haha kiddin! hais can't even attend its funeral. ok, enough of my lame crap. heh.

hmm went town after sch yest with jun then reached home at 1040, v v late. wanted to be home before 9. but but.... yup. i want a billabong skirt, saw one on tues. $69.90 or 79.90. i forgot. but jun said ripcurl's better. hmm but i seriously seriously like tt BILLABONG one! since i can forgo all the good food, mayb save up? err junli & save up doesnt really go hand in hand. haha. im BROKE! how how how. i want a adidas leather bag n jacket too. if only im filthy rich then i can go buy whatever i want. i want alot of things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my results sucks k. very bad. i admit i didnt do much abt spss or itab its all computer based. and i hate computers cuz i suck at it. ok my results:

itab: 56
spss:30
mob:50

did badly right? k la, i really studied for mgmt k. but this is what i get. 50. 4 pp failed. quite disappointed but whatever.

my QM and accounts test clash! my brain cant take so much info k.

pea-sized brain.

2005-01-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

everytime i brush my teeth, my gum HURTS!! its worse then yest. its so torturing to see food but cant eat them. had soggy maggie mee this noon. then had soggy fish porridge for dinner. and plain water. can i slim down like tt? hahaha i wish.

my fish&co, swensons, cafe cartel etc... GONE

ok when i was copying stuff in the noon, my eyes keep closing until i cannot take it. went to sleep till 7pm++. shiok. its gd to take naps.

nth already. bye.

2005-01-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

my gums hurt like crazy now, it was ok just now during mob tut. gonna take a panadol later. its killing me man. argh. i cant eat hard food, chewy food, carbonated, sugary drinks. life is meaningless tt way. heh.

and wtf, i lost my ezlink card again. 3times in 8mths? sucks. everyone say im careless. yea i am, lost so many things.

i dunno how to do accounting.

hmm i want sooo many things. M.E.L watch at robinsons ($69). THAT SLIPPER at heeren, that skirt etc etc.

went out with jun, as usual, tired on levis jeans like last week but but but......

2005-01-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last counted the no. of words in a para. and yest+today, i was going bonkers over many numbers(stats). alright, skipped ideas today, reached home at 4+. then bathed at 8plus. i can't believe i actually slack for so long. completed crs. FINALLY. and 2qns for accounts. goodness me.

WAKE UP JUNLI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man.. got a lovebite. muahaha.

2005-01-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

soooo full.

completed my qm tut2 today, halfway thru stat. halfway thru crs, haven type it out and i dunno whats wrong w printer!!. shit.

waiting for my food to digest then go bathe then then then......?!?

what else?

DO T U T O R I A L S ! ! !

2005-01-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

jun just called me at 11+ to ask me a boliao qn. haha PIGHEAD. she seems so excited. wahaha. meet her n grace and an unexpected guest appeared. he is wh, me ex snr. he likes jun BUT y must he follow us?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!! anyways waited for them for an hr! an hr k................... im so NOT angry. nahs but its ok.

went to eat delifrance w sis for dinner.
just did abit or crs, abit or quality mgmt.

hmm~ are advertisements gd or bad? does it influence our self-image & self-esteem? or do they make us more conscious of ourselves?

2005-01-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

i've been doing practically nth at home. didnt touch tuts or ANYTHING.

man... a day's gone to waste.

2005-01-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

aft tennis, we ran ouside the sch(jun made me run w them-ex canoe snr wenhui, jun grace, guowei). then played a lil badminton, a lil ping pong ball, train a lil with medicine ball. saw tiff jann clara, they ask me to rejoin but i said i dun want. i miss trgs, i miss them and of cuz i didnt tell them tt i miss trgs. had a small ' quarrel w jun n grace cuz they keep asking me to go back to e team. argh. but we're ok now. (= had dinner at redhill n reached home at almost 12am.

was freeszing during stats lec today.

hmm tired.

zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2005-01-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

just completed accounts.

saw U.K. Shyam at yck stadium. he looks great. haha i think i've seen him somewhere b4 but i just can't recall how. hmm~ the grp of raffles pp were there... every tues? but we not gg to run next tues or mayb for the next 2 tues. i can't stop laughing in our first round. forgot why already. ran 10rounds, kel ran 12.

tmr going out with mum. yays. i can't possibly wad for them to end their gems at 3+ then do proj when lessons end at 12 right. ha.

bye.

2005-01-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

"im certain im right.
u'll be surprised!
APPLY.
participation participation participation....
20%!!"

-david cheong kk.

bth. keep laughing non stop for e whole day till our stomachs couldnt take it. inside joke lar.

i ate alot again. i just cannot control la.

sam had her braces removed today. str teeth huh. haha love her hair n coloured streaks too but i dun have the guts to cut too short a hairstyle.

2005-01-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

the lions won.

kel still dun wanna go for sam's 'party'. bifen n i keep persuading already. and seriously, based on my intuition, i dun think its solely cuz of her cousin. well, based on my intuition. we can't force her. we still wish she'll go. fri bf cq n i were talking abt missing the times we take bus 969 or smth like tt to chalet, miss those chalet 'mood' etc. argh... hmm, then when will our next chalet tgt be then?

never?

2005-01-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

had sooo many bowls of green been soup today.

im actually quite irritated and pissed with myself. its just abt myself, not studies not anything but MYSELF.

talking abt studies.... im still halfway thru chapt1. i started touching my notes only at abt 10+ at night. yup im slow.

so?

2005-01-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

ok, nisa just came online and her nick is 'im certain, im right'! wahahaha~ this is an inside joke la, only those in the lecture of davidckk will know. haha. nvm.

met sq cq bf just now. wanted to eat swensons but dunno y didnt, then wanted to have delifrance then didnt and end up in MAC! waited for almost 2hrs for bifen. and god, my file is with cq. my qm notes&tut, econs, acc, mob notes all inside. sigh~

today's qm.... as usual, the lecturer talking to abt erm... 1/4 of the class only, not everyone is listening to him. i was doing my mob tut. ok tts abt all la. nth to post anyway, always the same thing.

hmm shd i let out this secret.......? hmm, better not.

2005-01-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

today's my first sports elective session. tennis. what they teach is quite basic, i've learnt. regretted learning at yck then. now they teach the whole thing over again. they seperated us into e X, Y or Z grp. me n sam in grpX, jun in Y, grace in Z. quite happy la. got one coach, and 2 yr3 helpers. they're pro. i think edwin seen them b4. kelvin&benedict. think he n ww played doubles w them and lost. HAHAHA.

had sakae yest. nv eat alot compared to in the past. erm soft shell crab sucks. cuz got egg. yucks. i ordered too much then have to finish. ha.

erm, gotta go do econs n mgmt tut later on. argh. plus my quality mgmt. might skip mob tmr...... lalala~ cuz when its time for mob, i got no mood man cuz mayb its the last lesson of the week. hmm. gonna have YTF for lunck. yay. haha ok lame.

gtg.
bye.

2005-01-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

hy's an angel, en's a DEVIL! muahahaa....

today's my best accounts lecture. abt 25 mins only!! woohoo~

man, im so stressed up. whenever i see nisa, hy studying so hard. luckily en's there to like erm.... u know, devil. but she dun study also can get not bad grades. but me?!?!?!? shit. and cathryn. HONOUR ROLL..................................... what to do. ex scgs. smartie. i seriously wanna study but cant. ppl, force me to study. i need that extra push kk.

davidckk blabber a whole lot of stuff. ok, i know im in the wrong course.

yea, sushi tmr. before putting my braces, i wanna have:
1. swensons
2. subway

yah thats abt all. (=

2005-01-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10am, had lunch, then slept again till 4pm. i was left at home alone! family went out. ok, then since its quiet, i decided to start on my stats. BUT when i was abt to start, they came back. but completed la, dunno how to do some qns. anyway, met cq just now. she bought a tennis racquet! hammer. not bad. cq, feel must jio me play tennis kkk??

did i say i was in a state of shock aft. i extract my 2 teeth. my mum asked if i cried. i said no. then she said i was like in a daze. u all wont understand unless u guys go extract 2 big teeth yourselves. go ahead. ha kiddin.

had porridge for e last 3 meals. so uncomfortable with 2 holes in your mouth. then whole family havda acc me eat porridge. haha. it'll be another week in sch. fri, 5pm faster arrive pls!

bleah.

2005-01-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

it feels so meaningless to not be able to eat. i can't chew properly. gums still bleeding, been swollowing blood for the last 12hrs. the only thing i can do is sleep. tts when i dun feel pain or headache etc. had porridge for dinner. i was so tempted to eat the chilli veg(dunno how to spell tt). BUT dentist say no hot cold spicy food. best right. recovery quick! i miss eating junk n solid food.

i serious wanted to do stats today but slept for 3+hrs when i came home. so didnt do anything. dunno y la. did crs only.

i regretted not keeping my 2 teeth.

2005-01-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

jun keep persuading me to go back for trg. since qm at 1pm to dinner at 10pm. i can see she's sad, she even cried. im sorry. i know sam n i shdnt quit just like tt etc. i was lying to her when i told her i wasnt e least bit regretful quitting, she knew i was lying. well.... she persuade me till crazy. but she was so damn serious. first time see her so so so serious, i was scared man. really.

ok when running w her at yishun stadium. she ran 6k(15rounds), me 4k(10rounds). i stopped cuz it was raining and our bags were in the rain but jun didnt mind so tada~ she ran all the way. proud of her. she ah, steady la. during trgs she always cant run, mayb cuz the speed is too damn fast. ok so i ran 6.7k this week... had foldover just now. grace just sent me a song. 'thats what frens are for'

im feeling so down now.

and tired.

2005-01-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

THANKS MUM!! (=
got the yepp mp3 with hy, my so-called sis. muahha. got the same jacket, hp, 'tee', mp3 erm erm what else? i was walking past the samsung booth this noon when i was thinking to myself 'when am i going to ever own a mp3' then i told nisa that the yepp was nice and she likes tt too. didnt even dare to think of buying. then 5+ after proj discussion, say hy n pp there, then my heart damn itchy to own a mp3. then called mum. tell her got fm radio, mp3, thumbdrive, voice recorder, the original price and tada! she agreed! she paid. happy happy. hy also v happy.mishal getting it tmr, nisa want but dunno...... can see she's sad, cuz she wants that badly. actually i really didnt want tt mp3 but somehow... err.. dunno.

ok ppl, im not in canoe anymore. WHY?
1. too time consuming(trgs on tues wed thurs sat sun)
2. more time to studies esp proj! (if not peer evaluation sure........ u know.)
3. more time w family!!
4.more time with ex classmates

BUT
i may grow fatter. but arm will not get any fitter but more flabs. wahhaa. my canoe frens... i miss them. no more sporty-frame. hahahaa. no more cca pts.

shucks. jun told me a senior told her that me&her can take part in a t2 short dist race. but.... sorry jun.

i wanna go pulau ubin.

2005-01-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

tell u guys, i really ate damn lots today. i dunno y! a bowl of sheng mian, 4 nuggets, 3 chicken seaweeds(u know, i dunno how to explain. only we know.), can of green tea. a cup of 'i scream'. tt was nice. bought tt fr the bazaar at the foyer. yogurt+choc chips+oreo+mango+____(i forgot). then went home ate a big bowl of ice cream plus luncheon meat plus egg sandwiches. power.

hy!! i dun find u all boring la! anyways, sorry for being late today, i know u wasnt happy. can see. SORRY. im gg to fail spss.

met sam at dover then edwin saw him then ask him he waiting for who then blah blah~ ww n yw were there too. went home tgt, then walk home fr semb station. they went to eat the thai food! they asked me to go but i was quite full cuz of all the junk food. sam said yest the bill came up to 108bucks when he had dinner there w his family(his dad's bday).

woohoo~ im really really quitting!!!! after i get my $ back, hope jun n grace wont blame me n sam. i know i keep repeating. everytime i wanna quit, smth will hold me back la.

another ny resolution:
spend more time with classmates(outside sch), not in SB!

2005-01-02T15:10:00.001+08:00

my new year resolution:

-spend more time on books.
-spend more time with family.
-spend more time with ex classmates.
-learn to control my temper.
-get into a yr2 class with friendlier, more enthu, not-so-kiasu, not-boring pp. that is if i pass my yr-end exams. i wanna get into yr2 smoothly! hai.
-slim down, grow taller.
-hope all my wishes come true.

i told mum that i wanna quit canoe. she said up to me. but after i told her if i quit, i can spend more time with friends, studies. then she said dun use studies as excuse. so.... i think she disapprove. few mths back, she ask me not to join canoe. but now... lalala~ hmm, but one word from her asking me to quit, i will.

2005-01-02T15:10:00.000+08:00

slept for 15hrs, went to bed at 8+pm. didnt slept well at kk's hse d other day.

hmm, ok, i've tried e33, baron & carlsberg for the first time. carlsberg is x100 better than braon. ok, suaku i know. nvm at least i've tried tiger v long ago. haha. who cares. cq dun wanna drink tiger plus e33 is only 9.50 for 2 bottles. then bought tt. played game with cq, and i keep losing. so... havda drink. she said i was DRUNK when im not. i admit i was giddy but not drunk! hai. then played daidee ww sam cq sq. i didnt play, i didnt know how. but if sam lose, i havda drink. but kel lost twice! whaha so she drank half of e33, not the one we bought. actually ice w e33 is nice. ok, we're not siao. but the bot of e33 kk bought is not cold so we added ice. ok, enough at alcohol. ny this year is not tt fun compared to last yr. dunno y. but at least, we got together again right? (=

2005..... another new year.

2004-12-31T01:51:00.000+08:00

skipped circuit, went to bishan stadium to jog today. erm jogged for 2km only. very little cuz jun felt like puking so we stopped. did 50pushups, 50 jumping jets. then went to eat our fac YTC! yums~ i seriously was hoping that i could get out of stats lec n go to a table and sleep. same goes for econs.

im skipping sch tmr! waahaha happy new year everyone!

god bless.

2004-12-30T08:57:00.001+08:00

meet the fockers is nice! erm, 3 3/4stars for me. hilarious man. went PS for that at 7pm so we were slacking b4 the show lo. sam&gang went for pastamania then kel&i went walk walk. then join them at swensons for ice cream. they dun wanna eat EARTHQUAKE. sam&ww paid everything for us. but of cuz we felt PAISEH so gave him the money then i think we'll help him pay for bbq tmr......

im getting more lazier, been reaching m late late late when im still schooling. tts not the usual me. y must b study?! SB is a sch w no life. er mei shan.... i've said tt many times abt how bored i feel there. i think im enjoying life when im not studying..... lalalalala~~~

im in school now, learning html(kel said its fun) we'll see... hy tot the abrasion on my feet was construction paper cuz it was bright flashy red orange. wahhhha. pain k.....

2004-12-30T08:57:00.000+08:00

2004-12-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

TRG today, ran, did weights(6stations as usual), come exercise and we jnr girls did 150 crunches on our own. im sooo happy! ran the 3km(shd b 3km) w/o stopping. woohoo, wanna stop bbut didnt, wanted to faint after tt. tired. all my muscle aches will come set in on thurs.

dont wanna mention what happened in sch today. disappointed big time.

yay tmr im skipping trg, going out instead.... movie.

2004-12-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

where r my testimonials?!! its been gone for weeksss! miss them.

i was staring at my accounts tut for 4hrs(2.30-630pm). cant concentrate la, mayb cuz the sis was using the com plus dun like tuts plus cant understand everything. gonna ask nisa already. tts all i did for today! watched the charity show & last episode for 6weeks. tt was so sad.

i hate people who invade people's privacy.

arghh.... wanna type some stuff but INCONVENIENT!!!!!!!!

can't wait for fri.......................... half day, prob skipping MOB lec.

2004-12-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

merry xmas everybody. had so so so much fun yest at sam's place thou i reached there at alomst 12am and left there at 2. took so many candid shots and their language. BTH. hahaha. then we all drank red wine, damn funny, keep laughing like nobody's biz. I REALLY MISS THEM. i wanna spend ny w them too. they'll b my priority, haha. they better b touched.

town was sooooooo packed last night. had mac, that foldover's nice.... was with canoemates till 11pm. i've decided, i'll quit canoe. but not now. but SOON.

i tried doing stats just now, did it for the sake of doing. man..... im quite confused.

2004-12-24T01:30:00.004+08:00

i spent $130.35 in four days and the thing is, i shd b studying n not spending money anyhow.

CONTROL!!!

argh been reaching hm at 10+pm for the past 4 days, haven been doing my full tut, revising, having dinner with family. hmm nvm, i'll have reasons to skip trg next mth.

2004-12-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Jun&I feel like quitting, can’t stand it already.

Man… I ate a lot today k, somemore its so oily like anything. Western food for lunch(chicken cutlet), fried guotiao for dinner plus oyster omelette. I tried the cockles today and it was YUCK. I spat it out. Since I eat so much and since i dun study at hm n since its halfday on fri, I better&shd go for circuit tmr.

if not someone will shoot us again.

oh ya i heard sly's song today at fc6! woohoo. gave tiff a big big hug and she kissed me on the cheek after trg. wahahaha... happy bday tiff =)

2004-12-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

i type everything then it just disappeared like tt.

nvm, abt some canoe probs, abt us drifting apart, abt our seniors indirectly saying tt we're slacking. and more.

grace me jun sam wanna take sports elective-TENNIS! but there's selections.

2004-12-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

guess what? i didnt bathe or change my clothes when i came home yest n i went to bed str away. i was so damn tired. actually just wanted to rest till 10pm but ended up zzz anyway, too lazy to bathe so continued sleeping. ok, im dirty. I PASSED my 1star! ok la, 1star only... but its a big deal to me lor. yest... we kayak in the choppy waves again. i've nv kayak in tt kinda waves b4, super thrilling but scary la. im happy its all over but im not taking the 2star course i think.

gotta get gifts for yongen(cd), hy(dunno. not diamonds or ipod!), tiff(either adidas shoe or bag). having seoul garden tmr. all these equalsbroke. but... its ok la. its necessary. wahahhaa... just tried the mob tutorial and shit, cant apply what i've learnt into the tut. so my tut is neither here nor there. gotta do today la cuz i wont b home early tmr...

tmr first lesson. STATS(spss)=sleeping. no la going to drink kopi again. haha.

2004-12-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

tmr's my 1star course assessment(spelled correctly?). scared. grace's scared too cuz she cant cap properly. i dun wanna fail man.

muahaha, finally told yongen n hy abt the appt stuff. haha. today's my qm lesson. it feels so diff to be in a module tt you're interest in than being in one that u dun like. i tot qm got alor of guys. but....... again, more girls than guys........ jun&i were late for lessons, cuz she tot tt module was held at t21. ok.... anyways, i glad tt she's alright now.

we ended super early for econs cuz its the first tut n lec has not been taught completely. so.. we went to spgg to BOWL. 3games. there's this malu incident: the ball dropped when i was swinging it backwards! gosh~ anyway spgg= sp graduation guild(like some resort like tt. haha). so nice. so nice. so nice. so proud of it. muahaha.... hy broke her nails then she played less than one game only. pity her la but i've told her to see a doc.. FOR HER BROKEN NAIL. lalalala~~

im tired, i've been drinking coffee for the past 3/4 days.

ok, so?

2004-12-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

Yongen smsed me asking if Im doing tut. Ok that’s not the funny part, then ask asked ‘hows your body?’ wahahhaa…. The way the qn is phrased is funny, to me. Aiya, my tut… all write rubbish cuz I cant concentrate. Too tired, woke up at 6am then came back at 7+pm cuz went for appt. all is fine….

Hoho! Tmr got gem, im taking quality management. Will b seeing jun, hais but not together as ye n hy... wah I really hope I wont be late for qm man cuz I gotta walk fr mlt10 to t1835 for lessons and after that back to sb for lesson again. NO BREAKS.

whenever we go to the toilet...... .... .... ....... ...... ........ ..

2004-12-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

when i reached the mrt, HY showed me smth. hmm what else? IPOD! she's hinting me again. just read her blog and yah..... herh. wahaha she and her ipod and diamonds~ lalala.... hai but i dun have that kinda money to buy her la, if not i'll buy one. serious! hahaaaa... i slept for 3-4hrs in the noon, shiok shiok shiok. wanna do rev but...... tmr after sch, i gotta meet my mum, going to alexandra hosp. waking up at 6am tmr!!!

dread it.

2004-12-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Yum yum, eating ice cream now. Slept very early yest(1230am). This morning purposely drink coffee cuz got 3lectures. im not sleepy today!!! i mean now. hais actually dad say no com for me after 11pm and i was like WHAT? then told my parents tt i rather use the com fr 11-12.

i cant understand inflation. i dun like my pea-size brain. yay!! tmr 10-12! no trg, mayb meeting mum n sis~~~~ another sem of 'gruelling' mornings, noon, nights with books. yah yah im being abit too kua zhang. its not as if i really study everyday. heh.

2004-12-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

What a dreadful day!! First lesson: stats tutorial. Everyone thought tutor will say a few words and let us off BUT he gave us some qns to do! And I practically forgotten everything. im not kiddin u, all i can rem is the symbols of standard dev etc etc. im dead man.... he let us off after an hr so our next lecture 2hrs later! aft lecture, its another 2hr+ to another tut. wth right? everyone is so sick of this timetable, how to survive this sem? and i eat during all e breaktime. hais lesson ended at 5pm, last sem we ended at 12! see the diff?

dad bought alot of food for dinner. got hokkien mee, western food, rojak, satay. tt explains y am i expanding sideways. wahha. i wanna go rev but im just too tired. really. watching survivor n america next top model before sleeping.... zzzzzzzzz... im still so full now...............

trg resumes on thurs but i cant go, gotta go hosp. saw weikeong today, we call him the saddist senior cuz well..... lazy to explain. im still limping! and im used to it.

i like nisa's belt n mishal's billabong skirt!! but the demin kind.

2004-12-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

i dun wanna go to sch tmr! i can't walk properly! as usual, i dun feel like bathing cuz of my deep wound. but i bathe eventually. haha duh. wah i cant walk with e whole sole of my left on the ground. gonna paste a super big plaster tmr.

saw the 630 news then saw the nat kayaking marathon at kallang basin. i wasnt there. hai. then i saw the CNA news and i saw tiff! jun told me some bad news, pity her. we talked quite abit on our way hm from pasir ris to amk. she told me abt how she feels etc.... hai again. she's so weak inside. cheer up gal!

woke up at 12, had lunch(laksa fr 900+) then there's this 10cents coin in my cointainer. after lunch i slept till 6+, haha. my hols wasnt well spent. didnt get my printer&scanner done. i really wanna do smth abt it, sure got alot of stuff to print once sch starts. sian. didnt read my times&bizweek. erm i read one pg of one issue only. didnt do rev(who wants). super slack. its just trg, going out with frens and slacking at hm.

and i didnt meet up w classmates as we promised.

2004-12-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

it was part1 of my one star course today! waves super choppy, high tide. till now i can still feel like im going up and down. when they mentioned they wanna teach the capsize drill, i was so scared till i didnt talk. the water is super super super salty. went into my nose n mouth, then kept coughing and felt like vomiting. i was like panicking in the 2nd try. dunno y. then came the confidence swimming test. swim offshore n back, quite nice actually cuz got life jack. but at first i was again, SCARED. lunch sucks. after lunch we were tot those basics la, the instructors ask us to act as if we dunno anything. sian have to take this course in order to take part in most competitions. then suddenly he asked us to capsize after those drills. and we were like. huh?!?! and my slippers came out cuz i nv buckle my life jack properly(2nd hole)hais. we were late today!! for 30mins and the instructor was naggin abt what sp these sp that but he quite humourous la. but still.... erm.

it was super low tide when we disembark our boats, so when i got off my boat, i was stepping on a muddy, slimy seabed filled with debris, glasses? u know, those rubbish and stuff. then i think the sole of my feet scratch smth but i heck then continued carring the boat then i saw blood fr the sole of my feet, deep cut. damn pain, plus we were stepping on sand k.... my slipper was w sam so jun offered me hers. so sweet, she doesnt mind the blood stain and all. to add, the canoe tt jun n i was carry slipped fr my hands and it landed on tt same feet! i 'ouch' quite loud i think. then ended up limping all the way hm. the bruise damn big. didnt wanted to bathe cuz when wound touches water, it'll be pain right?? and i just realised tt i got another bruise above my knee. well well... blog alot today right? ahah i feel so lor sor. AND, the instructor purposely pulled me to the front say 'u'll get a cut like her if u guys wear slippers(we took off our slippers n strapped it to our life vest haha) again' blah blah.. we have to wear sandals next week...

ok im burnt, 3 days in a row. today im super burnt( did i repeat it?). dun like. what to do, canoe for 6hrs... think im going to eat my cornetto ice cream! woohoo~ haha

siao. anyway i think im really abit lor sor in this blog

2004-12-11T01:54:00.000+08:00

phew~ what a day.

gonna have my canoe one-star course tmr. it may be chicken for some but i'll be estatic if i pass. it'll be held over 2sats at pasir ris. but at the same time, im really afraid tt some mishaps will happen. hai.

and if anything happen, i just wanna say tt i love my mum, dad, sis. ex classmates, the 5 of them, canoemates, present classmates and HIM. hais im really scared la. swim im e sea? capsize? SCARED. im not thinking too much. argh.

i know u guys may think im crazy right................. just hope all goes well